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It's Difficult For You to Fall in Love |
 Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. |
You Are Hesitant in Love |
 You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. |
You Are Sexually Powerful |
 Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane. You enjoy sex as much as (or possibly even more than) the average person. You're open minded, intelligent, and adventurous when exploring your sexuality. And while you never take things too far, you take them far enough! |
You Are 64% Bipolar |
 You're more than moody - you're a bit unstable. If your mood swings are effecting your life, you may need to seek help. |
You Like Being Single |
 Being single is just fine with you, but you don't always love it. Like most people, you would prefer to be attached... but you are rightfully picky. While you may not need to be in a relationship, you'd like to be in one. You try to make your life as great as possible, whether you're with someone or not. |
You Fall for the Guy or Girl Next Door Type |
 You think that people make love too complicated, and what you want in a partner happens to be pretty simple. You're content with someone who's nice, attractive, honest, and normal. So how come that's so hard to find? You are fairly traditional, and you value security in relationships more than most people. It's important for you to find someone loyal. When you find the right person, you don't expect much from him or her. You're just happy to be together. |
You Would Do Most Things For Love |
 You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! |
Your Sensitivity Score: 76% |
 You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not. |
Your Wrath Quotient: 54% |
 Ouch! You've got a bit of a temper going on there, don't you? Just make sure to keep your revenge fantasies just that... fantasies only! |
You Are Patient Enough |
 In most cases, you are patient enough to keep it together. You may feel impatient on the inside, but you don't usually let it show. However, if you're made to wait for too long, you will usually crack. You're only human, after all. You don't like for your patience to be tested. |
You Are 75% Bitchy |
 While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood. And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong! |
In school
- study
- prepare exams (hate it, cos so many things to remember)
- make friends, can chill with friends
- can slack, cos u pay the sch fee (happy come, not happy, can pon, just don't kana kick out can liao)
- can offend people, nothing happen to u.
- no money, but happy.
- hungry, go canteen, downstairs nia.
- a lot of student discounts
- grades no good, very paisei
At work
- work, work, work
- happy not happy also must do
- offend people, they make life difficult for you
- got shortcut to do things, dun want tell you, let you go detours
- food hard to get, and expensive, need budget
- late, pay deduction
- work like shit, pay never rise
- work like no life, suddenly become so dull, is always, work tired, then home.
2 places, work and home, too tired to go out.
- got money
Idle ( never work, never go school)
- parents nag, say useless, stay at home, call find work
- sleep a lot
- can read lots of stuff, go to places i want to go
- busy looking for jobs, look at newspapers, the jobs requirements too high
- if get called to interview, happy, but after interview, start working, not happy
- friends envy, say very nice, no need work and study.
Haiz...
- Location:Singapore, Singapore
如果你离开我，是因为我做错了事。那么，我会等你！
如果你离开我，是因为没喜欢过我。那么，我会一直默默的爱你！
男孩因为朋友的介绍认识了女孩。并和女孩在一起了。
一段时间后，男孩爱上了那个女孩。
男孩和女孩在一起时，女孩的话很少。但男孩有很多说不完的话向女孩说。因为女孩是一个
男孩每天总是准时到女孩的学校门口等女孩，送女孩回家。
男孩一共牵过3次女孩的手，仅仅3次。但是男孩却觉得很幸福。
终于。那个男孩做错了事....
一天，女孩在QQ上找了男孩，唯一的一次主动找男孩讲话，但看到的却是：我们分手吧！
男孩默默的接受了。可是眼泪总是不争气的流了下来。手在发抖。
因为男孩很爱女孩，所以想把女孩给找回来。
男孩总在大太阳下等着女孩，但一次次的总是失望。女孩看到男孩在等她，她就饶道走。
日子一天一天的过去了....
终于，在男孩朋友的劝说下，男孩等到了女孩。。
女孩再次的拒绝了男孩！
女孩刚刚走。天就下起了雨，很大的雨。但男孩并没有跺雨，而是任由大雨的冲刷。因为男
每当22号的那天，男孩总是很伤心，难过！！
因为22号那天，是男孩和女孩在一起的那天！
男孩依旧会到女孩的学校门口。不同的是，男孩在也没有权利送女孩回家了！
借着找朋友的名义，天天去。却只为了看女孩一眼。
虽然每天只有短暂的几十秒，但男孩看见女还挺好的，男孩也就欣慰了！
女孩对男孩说过，她不喜欢他，其实男孩早就知道答案是什么~但固执的她还是带着一丝希
男孩服毒自杀了，但没成功，被送到医院抢救了回来~~那时的男孩在傻笑~~难道上帝给
09年的5月22号，男孩决定去死~~这个日子是与女孩相遇的那天！男孩准备默默的离
男孩就是我，我叫孙炎，女孩叫张寒雪~
亲爱的雪：
我爱你，天天都很想你，和你在一起的时光我很幸福。很开心，如今你离开了我，再也不要
What i think :
i think it is sweet in the beginning guy loves gal, vice versa. When the guy think the gal is being perfect by being a listener and not utter a complain, something is very wrong. Cos people have troubles too. Maybe the gal is trying to be a shock absorber or some sort. But hey, there is a limit too... And what's with the can't handle breakup ? And gone for suicide ? It sounds creepy ok ? Where the guy dies, and said that he will continue watch her.. Sounds like a stalker after dead. If i were the gal, i would totally freaked out.
I mean if the guy loved her and sacrifice his life to protect her in some kind of car accident, i think the relationship would be a waste. But for this story, it is really creepy...
Q gave me a final chance to e-mail to Anthony Goh. The talk on Feb 17. He say my last chance, and make sure Anthony Goh see my face.
Ok, so i e-mailed Anthony about it, and asked for the time and location for the scholarship talk. He send me an "out of office" reply.
Fine, so i e-mail Q and forward whatever i send to Anthony.
What a relief, i feel a heavy burden being lifted up. Can't smile, can't laugh. It was really heavy. Thank GOD sia.
Got my FINAL FINAL CHANCE. to grab my LAST POINT.
Whoa sei!!!
Woo HOO !!! I don't care, i calling my mum drive me to school on 17th FEB. Final chance. And i call shi yan company me on 17th Feb. I book her liao. haha...
CE points didn't go smoothly. And guess what ? i guess need to retain cos of lack of 1 bloody NDA point.
Real fucked up.
There's this SUI voting activity i joined last time, it says 1 NDA per vote. I vote 4 times. It only gimme 1 NDA point.
WTF ?
I e-mailed the fella, he say, no matter how many times i vote, i will only get 1 NDA. And he say, i should be more prudent. So cold. Of cos la.. i the one repeating, not you what.. bloody asshole. I never forget that name, Chris Thomas.
RP is fucking weird. I year 1, attendance smooth, no problem. Year 2, i pon here and there, got problem, got warning letter say i will be kicked out. Now Year 3, they want retain me. What the fuck is the problem ? Diploma only also need to detain me from getting. This is worse than FYP.
Now i am in a vulnerable position of whether i will be graduating or not. I seriously need a miracle. Damn serious.
I hate the COW YEAR, very bad luck. Lots of bad luck. Things not going smoothly.
Microsoft Surface
Microsoft Surface Parody
Today is the last day of school, I should be happy after all. But no, i feel the emptiness inside. The memories i have with my friends. I hate the lessons though. Memories in W4 canteen, where i didn't return my plate, and got chase by security guard. Black fat aunty chasing and shouting , " Hallo !! Allo ! Return Plate !!!!!!!!!! Don't RUN !!! " It was so embarrasing, and i got shouted in public. " Call u return plate you RUN !!!"
And during Year 1, of nice classmates i have. I could never forget my first class in RP. W15C. The classmates are real nice, and really united. Pon together as a class cos we hate the faci. Going to that class makes me happy everday. Presentation everyday was a challenge with khalis, debating and bombing questions. But in the end, we went to 2 chalets. One at the haunted Changi. And the other at Pasir Ris.
During the chalet at changi, i so scared with the toilet, i was bathing inside and one guarding outside the toilet. They were so sweet. And that night, i wore pyjamas. And they like " WOA !!! You wear pyjamas !!!" What a huge reaction. And the guys were all naughty and decided to visit the changi hospital, and one bunch of them running back. And told that, they heard a scream in the hospital, and they all terrified and run back. They come back and tell us girls the story. And we were laughing our ass off.
During the chalet at pasir ris. We played musical chairs. And i lost with Adeline. Guess what ? we were poured with curry soaked with oil. It take edges to wash them off...ARGGHHH>. and i got scolded. Stupid Khalis idea. Musical chairs ? now i HATE the
freaking GAME !!!!!!
O ya.. I;ll never forget Brian the Superman. Slick hair.
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Year 1 Sem 2
Meet with nice people - Pearl , Shi Yan , Kang Ye, Yeo, Stanley, Hafiez, big fat panda KABILAN.
Everyday we same team if possible.
Shi yan the gothic queen
pearl, keeps me fascinated about science.
kang Ye - always do the " 2 fingers [confucius say] motion" during presentation
Yeo - always "wiping sweat" off the forehead during presentation
Stanley - always "throwing things" during presentation
hafiez - his jokes are the best. Everyday laugh like hell. And super nice and loyal person whenever i need help.
kabilan - everyday was his topic, making fun of him. Equipped with his grandfather stories. Just by looking at him, makes us real happy.
These are inside jokes that only "we" can understand. Such happy memories.
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Year 2
Sem 1
I enjoyed the DMA module. E24E. meet with Xin ni, Aiden, Ashlee, Yusuf, Zoe.
Start interacting with DSA students that i can find. Because my class E26L mostly are DNM and DTA students.
Sem 2
Rushing with PP. And pon a lot. got a warning letter to kick me out of sch if didn;t fulfill my attendance. shucks.
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Year 3
I hate the entire Year 3. FYP sucked up everybody's life.
i love my FYP2.
Grouped with Kang YE (Yeah!!!) my year 1 buddy. (excellent programming skills)
Xin - manga artist (excellent)
Ding Cai ( excellent interior artist)
Me ( improved sound person) - i think i am better than last time.
new character : Jason Yap our supervisor FYP 2.
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Ever since u appeared, I have to SHARE my stuff with you. It is MINE !!! And it is MINE !!! No share for you. But fine, since u taken it, it is ok, since although it is used not my money, i dun give a damn. I have to find a job, and get some money, buy stuff for MYSELF, using my COLD CASH. And nobody got the right to take my stuff away. It is my cold cash ! My earned COLD CASH !!!
Even when it comes to my fave food, you also want to snatch from me. It is a once a year kind of thing. WHy can't i have it enough ? I still have to snatch it ? But when i snatch to my hands, i got comments like, "hey.. give it to the younger one !" Why the fuck do i need to do that for ? I don't care, i ate it up. You can't say anything. Even if u are not satisfied, go force it out of my throat.
Another thing is, good thing i am 21, i have the ULTIMATE FREEDOM of playing my computer anytime i want. And i don't have to worry about my grades, cos all research is being done via computer. Everything i do has contact with computer. Whereas you sons of a bitch ONLY allowed to touch your FREAKING laptops on Fri, Sat, Sunday. I have 24/7.
Since u wanted to break the rule, and want to play your laptops on other days besides those 3 legal days, you got busted, and got scolded. And you son of a bitch throw temper at everybody. You're moody huh ? That's your business. Cos you know the consequences. Just face it. If you didn't play it, you wouldn't be in deep shit and hot soup.
I hate you the fact that you go around throwing temper to everyone else and dragging others to your hot soup. Don't ever drag me in !!! It is not everyone's fault, it is YOURS.
Tough luck staying with u under the same house. Too bad, haven't earn enough cash, once i had enough COLD CASH, i will move out. Have to tolerate you sons of a bitch again !! KILL THAT BITCH !!!!!!!
I am like, "So ?"
I mean, is fucking early at age 14 a big deal ? Why make such a big fuss ?
I told the guy who told me that last virgin statement "i sense sarcasm"
And he said, " No...I give value and respect to people's decision in life. why will i be sarcastic about it. I know in the uk. at 14 they are already disvirg. its great to still see a culture that believe so much in decency"
U think i believe all this shit ?
Your father got pussy. Your mother got cock.
and they fuck each other.. ha ha ha ha and they born that guy who made that statement about decency.
- Mood:
crazy
